~P/eCe 0F my Llfe~

爱情‏

2009-11-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的.

Way Back Into Love

2009-09-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

http://www.youmaker.com/

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm Back Again

2009-07-05T15:12:00.002+08:00

I'm Back again...:)
Started my new life..challenge everything through on now..
Will be continue my preciuos past..

Desicion

2009-05-15T01:55:00.004+08:00

hmm....well well well,after exam-holiday-enjoy n busy almost 2 weeks..18th of may going to decide where should i go after this..God,Please Bless Me..:(
Hope everything will be okie...Good luck..:/

难受的心情

2009-04-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

对不起妈妈！！我已经尽力了。第一天考试就给我FIRST BLOOD了。心情很难受，发泄。。发泄。。发泄。。！！！ARGH....!!怎么毕业？？现在只靠奇迹出现！没心情！！还有五科要面对，不能放弃！！怎样才能回复？？很累。。，辛苦。。，读的都没出！！

2009-04-20T16:42:00.002+08:00

aiks aiks aiks...exam is starting today..."20 of may",tomolo will be my 1st and 2nd paper in 1 day...bit pressure!!!hope can survive until the end of the exam period..:<
God Bless to everyone who taking exam,just have to put more little bit effort..success will waiting in front of us..!I hope i can do it...

Do wish those who reading my post and having exam in tis period.."Good lUck to u"
gambateh...:)

只有我做得到

2009-04-14T19:12:00.003+08:00

http://www.youmaker.com/

只有我做得到-杨培安

别问我天空到底有多高
这答案我也懒的找
我的梦每天和我在赛跑
一颗心永远像火在燃烧
用希望捉住每一秒
我不管世界多大多小
我要活的痛快
活的骄傲
想爱就要爱到让你忘不了
我的热情拥抱
相信你都知道
想飞就要飞到谁都追不了
让我瞬间掌握密宝
只有我做的到
噢~ye
别问我天空到底有多高
这答案我也懒的找
我的梦每天和我在赛跑
一颗心永远像火在燃烧
用希望捉住每一秒
我不管世界多大多小
我要活的痛快
活的骄傲
想爱就要爱到让你忘不了
我的热情拥抱
相信你都知道
想飞就要飞到谁都追不了
让我瞬间掌握密宝
只有我做的到

想爱就要爱到让你忘不了
我的热情拥抱
相信你都知道
想飞就要飞到谁都追不了
让我瞬间掌握密宝
噢~只有我做的到
想爱就要爱到让你忘不了
我的热情拥抱
相信你都知道
想飞就要飞到谁都追不了
让我瞬间掌握密宝
只有我做的到

WHAT??

2009-04-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

wu wu wu....just copied my exam timetable today...arranged of timing got a bit peak!!!some so like last semester"Continuous"!!Hate....bit pressure whenever exam is coming to corner!!!haiz...Wat is the best way to express the feeling??

离别

2009-04-07T02:09:00.005+08:00

今天的心情令我很难受，不知开心好还是伤心好。Times past like a flash,just a click...2 years is gonna over. All still in consideration...whether choose to continue study or start working..>.<
Just left 2 weeks from now,exam will right in the corner...everything still under preparation..messy planning,stuck in halfway..."(
Before dismiss the class..we decided go for bowling-sing-k and watching movie.End up just went for bowling...played like crazy,after tat we had our gang photo shooting outside...every motive reminded me that we gonna finished our course in this coming weeks...something still leaving behind with those unforgettable memories that we had being together for this 2 years, although the friendship not stronger enough among all our us.
Felt happy that,1 of clsmate purposely brought me to bm(bukit mertajam) just go for 鸭蛋炒keow teow in the midnight as a supper...until now my stomach still very full..:)

this picture was took nearby the beach after bowling..:)
my mind thinking..."whether wan to say Bye to my classmate or wan to say Bye to Penang"
All the ways are choosing by myself....ball is waiting me to kick into the goal...:)

"Many people walked in n out in our life.only true friends will leave a foot print in our heart"

gambateh everyone....:)

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

2009-04-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

2009-03-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.......

如果，你的身边也有一个这样的朋友，
尝试给以他一些暗示。。。。

这样，就算是误会了，
也仍有挽回到余地。。。。。。。
勇敢地踏出这一步吧！

Emotion??

2009-03-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

well well well...today 01.03.09....finally spending all my times,after today will be decide where should i go next...Argh!!!which way should i go??continue or not continue?Do hopefully God bless all the while...:)

After a long journey started from 20jan2009-today..gone through quite excited adventure in my life...Finished my early stage exam-straight flight bac to sabah-took around 17hours from sabah to sibu-gathering with old-mate,celebrated 24yrs birthday+cny2009-flight to kch and transit to penang continue my 2nd stage exam-HOLIday-drove down from pg to kl-shop all around+spent enough more-bukit merah waterpart(sunburn)-drove bac penang-be tour guide for 2days trip in penang-working-repair+motified my baby until today....:)
continuosly finding activities to fill in my part of life....

wuwuwu....tiring,nt enough sleep,memorable adventure.:)
God Bless....

星座

2009-02-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

水瓶座：聽不懂人話的外星人

基本上，水瓶座活在別的星球，你不是地球人，不說地球話！當然也聽不懂別人在說啥，因為全都跟你無關！千萬別稱水瓶為怪胎，他會洋洋得意，不能自己，因為他才懶得跟這一群凡人一樣，他寧願當個異類，也不願意被當個正常人一般看待，所以，當你發現一個怪胎，千萬別懷疑，他一定是水瓶座！
老自以為是天才，卻做出蠢材的行為，水瓶的一生職志永遠在改變，而且令人不恥，不是立志當個情婦、小白臉，就是賺到一大筆錢然後拿去月球走一遭，或是去住到難民區，餓死了也沒關係，這一切只為了跟別人不一樣。像你這種以自我為中心的渾蛋，一付無父無母、沒大沒小
沒分寸慣了的死小孩，鐵定一天怎麼死在路邊的都沒人知道！你從不關心別人對你的想法，永遠只做自己想做的事，所以你的親人很倒楣，常遭池魚之殃，因為當你一再不斷闖禍，又不肯承認自己有錯的時候，擦屁股的永遠是你可憐的家
人，而你卻還置身事外，一付事不關己的死嘴臉！
博愛是拿來對全人類的，不是拿來對待你的愛情的，哦ok？你的情人就算哭死也改變不了你花心的事實，但可恨的是，花就花了心還美其名為博愛，聽了就覺得欠揍！甚至還覺得別人哭死活該，誰叫他自己愛嘛，又不是我逼他的！像這種沒天良的話也只有水瓶說得出來！甚至還會觉得自己很偉大，賜給情人一個成長的機會，事過境遷，就忘了自己給別人的傷害，還敢繼續聯絡，自認為別人還是他一輩子的朋友！真是個標準的大渾蛋！

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

2009-02-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了

——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

How to express??

2009-01-16T13:07:00.003+08:00

I'm falling down from the top of the building....very upset n sad!!!what the hell goin on??
today is 3rd day of my exam...oledi continuous since 14/1 n it will finished until 19/1;non-stop i'm very pressure!!one of the harder paper de course...structural analysis...>.< get me rid of de exam,i had did it badly....chasing to do revision whole de nite..don even slip js wan to pass de paper,but end up..mission failure!!mentally been exhausted!!tired tired tired....work so hard,but cant make it....de feeling js like system broke down cant functioning well...:( Tomolo another challenging paper...structural design,i still got no energy to prepare it!!!haiz...:/
stress,tension......Argh!!!

Anything???

2009-01-09T02:29:00.004+08:00

tired...>.< time nt enuf for me to get my preparation done for this coming exam...Pressure!!hope is nt too late...: /
wat day is 2day??why everythin happened so sudden??tis afternoon went for doing my passport...thn my clsmates were followed me.While they're waiting,i'm inside processing to get payment...Sigh..>.< somebody riding motor grabbing lady handbag outside there...WtF!!!There were so many ppl there...addition,the police-station js bside there!how dare human begin now..??economy merosot now??jobless??speechless...whole the scene js like in the movie..
After tat..we went for laksa n cendol...i'm excluded cz i'm bored of it!Next we went to bowling...feel quite enjoy n challenging cz we fight against each others...after wash the bowling,they decided to go bac college continue revision in study room and some go bac be pig....:)
whn on the way bac....we saw another motor grabbing lady handbag again..the happened js in front of my front car...imgine???it was around 5sth...mostly office workers bac from work n there were a lot cars n motors..my front was camry(new version sumore is pearl white damn nice colour)bang into tat motor n they fall down n quickly ran away...scary man!!
P/s: to all my fellow frens....pls be aware of ur handbag while crossing the road or wherever u r especially ladies...js don hope anything happen..:)God bless...

Exam coming,B-day coming,Cny coming....
Nex..i'm goin to get in extreme adventure throught Malaysia...hehe..:)
Hope can enjoy it.....
will get update once the run begin...
gambateh for those who having exam n me myself too...
Add OiL......

2009-01-02T03:18:00.004+08:00

Finally 2008 had over....Many things had happened in year 2008...Happy,sad,argument...everything tat cant control in our life..Missing somebody was de main trap hole,but everything happened wit the reason.Human grow up wit their mistake and willing to change,sometime there is no one can go back and change a beginning yet anyone can start now and create a successful ending...Hmm,hopefully forgivness is accepted..For those who reading,i would like to apologize tat wat i had did in past year 2008...and hope my prompt action is fully appreciate.
Exam is around corner...i should start do revision or else it wont be too late...i nid to graduate...leave d college asap..i don wan to stay here anymor.I nid to start a new environment,is time to grow up i noe it is bit too late for my age>.<
Actually tis year is quite special year for me..."Ox,2401,24y"Year of the year...:)
Jus hope sth good to brighten my life tis year...:)
Anyway....Wish ur all Happy new year...and very wonderful prosperous year of 2009..!!!
Cheer....

Frustrated of life

2008-12-30T02:36:00.004+08:00

trying to decide,trying to decide.....
many things to decide..>.< me myself also don noe how to make a good decision..!!! crazy soon...!!!
Today is a very special day(30/12/08)....Happy tat mom still rmb...:)
But,sometimes secrets hide inside our mind is much better thn spray out...js onli for those who reli understand u; noe wat u r thinking...:)
I'm a kind of person like to joke around...js nw received an email..jus wana share my feeling toward tat msg...
It's about~愛你身邊的人~

從前有一對情侶，他們在一起4年了。。他們過得很恩愛，很幸福。。
在那段期間里，他們每天都很高興，因為彼此都是那么的靠近，

但

好景不長在，
第四年開始，他們感情出現了問題，他們遇到了很多問題，
男的盡量解決，但他們都不想放棄那份愛情，因為他們彼此都深愛著對方。
男的叫女的不要放棄，一定要等待，女的也答應了，
就因為這份答應，男的很有活力的去解決問題，因為他知道，他的愛人還在等著她的回來。
時間就這樣一天，一天又一天的過去了，他們彼此都還有見面，聊天，但卻沒像以前那么久了。。
直到有一天，男的通知女的說，事情已經差不多解決好了，女的聽了很高興，
女的就問，那我們現在是什么關系呢？男的想了想，就和女的說，就像以前那樣，每天一起玩，一起逛街，一起看戲，
女的就問，那到底是怎樣呢？男的就說，就做朋友吧，因為女的曾靜開了一個玩笑說，做你個朋友好過你的情人，因為你更關心你的朋友。
男的想了下就這樣開玩笑的和她說了，做朋友，但是一起玩，一起逛街，一起看戲的那種。。
男的心理其實是意識要和她做回男女朋友，做回情侶，

但

女的會錯意了，她以為男的真的放棄她了，她以為男的不要他了，要和他分手了，
女的也沒問男的為社么，
男的也不懂女的會錯意，
就這樣，日子過了幾個星期，雖然他們彼此都有聯絡，都有一起出去，但他們彼此的心都不知道對方會錯意了，
直到女的回去家鄉了，男的還親自送她上飛機場，
就這樣，在圣誕節的當天，女的和男的說，她接受了新的男朋友，
男的聽了，很傷心，為何她放棄了他，
男的覺得，為何之前的山盟海誓都是假的，男的需要時間去反省，去冷靜到底發生了什么事，
第二天，男的打電話問女的，為何忽然又了新的男朋友，怎么沒和他一起了，
女的說，是你放棄了我先，我哭了幾個星期，我很傷心了，我真的很累了，
男的聽了，很驚訝，為何女的說是他放棄了她，他沒有，真的沒有，
他便問是什么時候的事情，他真的沒有這么說過，因為男的從始直終都沒有要放棄對方，
他們便這樣談啊，談啊，原來是當時女的問男的是什么關系的時候，就因為一個開玩笑，“做朋友”導致他們分手了
男的雖然在盡力挽救，但女的因為在那幾個星期里哭的累了，傷的很痛了，她已決定放棄了，
男的希望通過這側故事，告訴這世上的人，多了解你身邊的人，多珍惜你身邊的人，
男的也希望愛情之神，可以讓這篇故事再回轉到他的信箱時，女的可以回心轉意，從新回到他的懷抱，
男的也希望，女的看到這側信息時，可以給男的一次機會，讓他從新追回她，因為他是真的很愛對方，
他很想，很希望女的可以陪他一起過完今生，
他很想給女的一切的關心，

當女的害怕時，可以在她身邊保護她，
當女的受傷時，可以在她旁邊支持她，
當女的很悶時，可以在她身邊陪著他，

因為有時就因為一個誤會，一個錯誤，讓你失去了他/她，
在這里，請你們祝福他們，也祝福這世界上的人，有情人終成眷屬。。。
愛你身邊的人，珍惜你身邊的人。。不要讓機會溜走了，一去不回頭啊。。

After read tis msg...i feel tat it happened to me too...:/,but different story...i tried to write out a story kindly about tat,end up i failed to do so...>.<
"愛你身邊的人，珍惜你身邊的人。。不要讓機會溜走了，一去不回頭"seriously take tis as a note n owes put it in ur mind...:)

My precious

2008-12-27T19:19:00.002+08:00

feel tat recently not tat smooth...everything bad owes come to me..>.< nth i can control or offense..js let it be...js hope tat bad things get away from me asap in the end of 2008 n welcoming new year of 2009.

Wat the bad luck 2day...my beloved basketball shoe been stolen by somebody,reli damn sad while i reached hostel.This afternoon,i went out for lunch,suddenly recieved a call from my neighbour n told me tat,somebody trying to enter my hostel..>.< At the moment..i suddenly feel tat,my basketball shoe will be the target....i don noe how come got tat feel...jus for example..last wednesday 24/12, whn i on the way bac to college after my lunch wit my clsmates,i js wonder will meet up a police.As a result...it reli damn "cum" Police car was following me at the bac whn i bac to college,1st time trying to escape cz i knew tat he will saman me...after few turn wit purposely to escape,but the police car stil following me..in the end..thanks God.It was nth..The policeman went down n told me"lagi kali jangan tengok police baru pakai seat belt"!!!WTHeck...
my precious basketball shoe..don even wear tat offen..now oledi "hilang" heart pain!!!

2008-12-15T23:42:00.016+08:00

14/12/08
wake up late 2dy...:( cz i slept late too..tot nt to slip,but failed to do so,end up still have to take a rest..Starwalk..."Star" mean organized by Star daily newspaper,"Walk" mean walkaton.1st time participate...i feel so fun after penang bridge international marathon run..continuous charity run and starwalk.There were around 6000 walkers participant...At 1st,i was a bit confused,why so many walkers waiting at the road side..in my mind questioning"what for they still waiting here?"

At last..it was a big troubleshoot,those waiting were non-competition walkers,they started 15min later then competition walkers...damn shit,on behalf to starting point,there was a person-in-charge stopped us but we don giv him F*ck,jus walked away..!!At the begining..my fren n me still worrying whether it start or nt...>.<
In the end...finished it at 1 hour 30min..bit disappointed,tot can get another medal bac tis time...manatau..tak ada!!!never...at least i get myself off from the bac..:)enjoy too...:)

My lucky numB2495 wit ceft and Nando's cash voucher:)

recently reli damn bz...owes last min work,sumore is passing assignment period,so have to rush it >.<>

i had bought my Ck summer purfume....i tried it very hard to search it...finally found..:)
it reli nice..addicted of it cz there was a history of it..:)but i stil appreaciate it..
1st time i knew tis Ck summer was from a very special person..it was a haf year ago..she bought me a small bottle of sample..since tat time i love it so much:)thx yea..
Year end sales...haiz..no $!!wana buy a lot of things..:(

2008-11-26T00:45:00.004+08:00

23/11/08
AGain...after 1 week from my 25km marathon,today charity run again..eventhough jus 6km..:)
satisfied to myself....i brought my pain to tat run>.< my leg nt reli recover after penang bridge marathon.On the day..i js tried my best to finish it..THat so..!!It's reli pain after run nt far away...but i still keep running...end up finished it within 39mins!!consider nt bad...but i think i can do it better if my leg is OK!!Brought bac 1 medal n 1 cert again..:) haPPy...

2nd medal in this month....also my 5th medal in penang...:)

today went for body massage...wow...it's reli nice n comfortable after did it..:)
feel relax...after tat...feel tat my leg gettin better...do hope my leg can recover asap..:)
week 8 now..haiz...havent start my revision yet...wat to do??>.<
wake up man!!!!

马来西亚的古今诗歌

2008-11-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

從前英國殖民地
阿巫阿華和阿印
大家一齊坐LORI
大家一同吃ROTI
還會一起打GOLI
凡事都會講道理
後來幾個老KAKI
無端端去攪獨立
從此阿巫就稱帝
樣樣都要講BUMI
阿華阿印變小弟
就算付出多努力
面對不平眼淚滴
多說幾句把你踢
再吵舉劍給警剔
奉勸安哥和安娣
姐妹大哥和小弟
投票給它就MATI
五十年来没政绩
国州议会乱放屁
特权拐杖不肯弃
喜欢喜欢举keris
还讲要用血来洗
不然炸药碎尸体
明明净赚几百亿
油费路费还要起
RM几十亿搭taxi
送人上去做roti
还要埃及插国旗
国会漏水漏满地
天桥随时压死你
拉姑眼泪加鼻涕
拉伯睡觉更够力
还有他的好女婿
老查皇宫大手笔
甘叔不认他ugly
香米换番薯一粒
根哥数学有问题
要起华小不可以
国小起了养denggi
和平集会全抓去
反而称赞mat rempit
墨水点指tak jadi
外劳还能变bumi
五年一到糖一粒
阿山突然很friendly
赢了之后全忘记
继续吸血乱砍你
天枰歪了国家大问题
管它眼睛月亮还是DAP
为国为民一律送进去！

2008-11-18T01:35:00.004+08:00

17/11/08
Pain Pain pAin....>.< 1st time in my life....
Early in the morning..it was around 3...preparing go for Penang Bridge International Run...
suppose must arrive destination for registration within 3.30an-4.15am..but we late..:(
whn we reached there...it was 4am++...in between tat,got a argument wit a India guy...cz there were a lot of cars n motors parking around residential area.we as well...but tat illegal India fellow asked for parking fee..WTF!!i hate penang....1 of the reason is penang got a lots illegal ppl collecting parking fee in certain areas..especailly whn there is a function or public holidays..those $ sucker start working...sHIt them!!is nt i'm stingy n count for those parking fee, they r reli too over....been happened 1 time,asked for rm5 per car..how could it be???we js come for fun...they ask for makan??too over!!!

haiz..!!whn u reached the destination,we heard lion dance nt far away from us,we keep on our steps...mean tat gona start for man open 25km marathon...we so nervous finding registration counter...end up..there is no counter,js a helpers stand there giving away those hair ribbon as a sign of starting point...so we followed at the last of the crowd.

there were 10thousand++l participant tis event...i was proud of myself tat i can completed d whole journey of the run distance...25km!!wow...amazing i can did it...i had left track n field since i was form 5,it was 5 years ago...never aspect i can complete.

it worth it...although the journey bac to the end point i cant even run...my legs pain..however i still never give up...i try to finish it..At last finished at 3hours 35mins..satisfied:) and brought bac a medal n cert for finisher within the time they set!!happy+enjoy+pain+suffer+fighting=success

My luck number D2331

legs pain until today...skip cls as reason of legs pain!!thanks god tat cls cancelled..whole day din go to sch..:) broke my own record...watched my 2nd movie within a month!!James BOnd!!007...
i felt bored but some enjoy watching..:)

NO idea.....

2008-11-15T03:10:00.006+08:00

feeling so messy today....don noe why!!!!just feel like someone had made me damn mad in previous!!how come tis feeling suddenly pop up???i also got no idea...:(
whoever asking me a question...i damn feel like refuse to ans them...wat's goin on to me???feel like the world owe me everything...Aiks,hopefully will be fine after have a nice slip....:)

recently got a hk series drama...i feel it nice to watch...
"珠光宝气" from the drama,there is a quote sound like tis..."wear high heel is just can look farer,why dont we wear normal shoes, so tat we feel comfortable n can walk faster in our life?"
wat do tis quote try to express??guess it urself...hehe....

Madagascar...
i still rmb..my 1st movie whn i entered tarc n also 1st movie whn i step in penang after form 5 graduated...it was js after orientation....3years ago!!

13/11...again...Madagascar2"escape to Africa"...wow....worth to watch...:) "i like a move it move it....she likes a move it move it...Move it"hehe...

Done in succesfully

2008-11-08T19:04:00.002+08:00

planning for 1 week for my cls small gathering...finally done!!:)
at 1st...we planning to go steambout,all so excited...and mark up some argument..cz different ppl,sure got different suggestion..:)
it's bcz there r few places tat we have our steambout...end up wit flip the coin to make decision...:)
objective of tis small gathering is...get all closer those classmates...since from 1st year semester 1 we entered,never ever got gathering b4...i feel tat my classmates r hard to mix up.
wat's the prob??i don like tat feeling...
started year2,it gettin better....sooner we graduate,what will happen?
-some will stay?
-some will leave?
-some will continue....
Hmm.....frustrated feeling!!

7/11/08
Y2M61-1st gathering
Time:7.00pm(all nt punctual)
Vanue:火锅之家(so many ppl....:( )
Attendance: 16pigs out of 21 (5 absent...no bad:) 1st time so many clsmates attended..)
Price: Rm17.90 (i don feel like worth it...cz got no beef,but nvm....i eat a lot of prawns...hehe)
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

After tat...all feel like don wanna go bac cz still early although next morning got replacement cls at 9am...So,we thinking go for movie...but end up we went to bowling. Some of them cant stay for too late,from 16 decrease to 13....At bowling centre,we r the most craziest cz mostly don noe hw to "row" bowling...hehe..:) laughing,showing weird weird skills,etc..SOT =.=''
but happy.......:) after tat...all dismiss.
Whn i on de way bac...nearly reached to hostel,somebody called for paradise beach...Wow...so from 13 decrease to 10. 10 monkeys wondering at the beach....:) throwing each others into the sea....haha...it's reli fun..time past very fast,it was 2am..thn all pack up n cabut wit wet wet body...the night is still young for me...so i suggested go mamak have a drink...mana tau..they on too...Makan minum until 4am...!!hehe...whn on de way bac..1 of clsmate suggested go c sun rise...OMG!!we don nid to slip anymore...think of straight go to cls later..!!10 decrease 5....5 chickens go c sun rise...haha....we must have a patience while waitin for sun rise...so we wait wait wait....feel so good....:)

how nice the view....:)
reli tired....after breakfast went bac wash up straight go cls...
be blur sotong in the cls while teacher teaching...
It's reli wonderful n memorable...:)

nice poem....

2008-10-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

Malaysia semua babi,
our government is so lousy,
make the college becomes no quality,
Chinese and Indian pun tak boleh masuk university.
It never had a choice for me,
because no money cannot study at oversea,
so I always feel i'm so pity.

Every college are greedy,
sini sana all need money,
their pocket kosong our perut noisy,
I am poor because there sucks my money.

Exam question full of difficulty,
it has one reason only,
which is to earn more money,
because we retake money masuk lagi.
The staffs always no aksi,
they did wrong never say sorry,
before asking please show your money,
otherwise they wont be happy,
we pay their salary still make us angry.
that's why i wanna study hard to earn more and more money

Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,
never try to wake up early,
always hope college sekarang cuti,
everyday go to class feel so sleepy,
lecturer always scold me lazy.
do assignment just like to copy,
before the final just feel worry,
every nite study until crazy,
because scared scold by mummy.

Why my class always no pretty,
those elephant always show me how she's sexy,
the monster wanna treat me nicely,
like that i better mati.

my looking is **** ugly,
saya mari girl girl lari,
everyday date them they only say busy,
semua orang tak ada hati,
make me always so lonely,
only can watch porno movie.

CS always let people bully,
maybe i am really so lousy,
althought knife people is so happy,
but i am always unlucky,
kena headshot easily,
after mati still mati.

This is just a small story,
typed it simply,
feel funny and happy,
actually i am not lonely,
because I have many friends around me.

Hope It's nt too late

2008-10-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

It was early in the morning..i js crawl onto the bed after had a chit chat wit my piggie.My mind keep reminding me tat the result goin to release a few hours later...
it's reli a death line...haiz!!!don care so muc then straight go slip..js laid down nt more thn 5min,i fall in sleep until something waken me up.it was 1pm in the afternoon...i saw missed call n some msges from frens....my heart beat started gettin nervous,so on my pc n login in to c my result.It reli out of my expectation...i fail to do so..i nt enuf work hard...i had played to muc..wasting to muc times..In addition..las sem reli killed me,very suffer n pressure,but who noe??all onli get myself to blame:(
my feeling down...so sad!!!reli sad!!!
haiz....:( think to face it....we cant change..wat to do??RESIT!!!

i should feel good actually..stil got a lot frens msg me n concern me about the result..too shame to ans them,:( Sorry..
but anyway..thx a lot...
i think i MUST reli work hard..i wan graduate!!!
push Push PUsh PUSh PUSH....
hope tat is nt too late...gambateh tiggger....

2008-10-09T11:36:00.000+08:00

Just started sch not more than 1week,i already missed my cls today...
after tat rushing to sch...it was english cls..i was late!!!kena BOM by lecturer..
giving her a bad impression...too bad..!!
how terrible??mayb there's no more alarm clock to wake me up...:(
have to learn to be good in time management...
今晚很突然的她来电了。。就聊了一下。你到底要怎样？当我要放弃的时候，你就给我一点点希望。我很辛苦，我知道不可能往回，那你就然我走吧！我不知道要怎样的面对你，他的出现然我更难过。我只想要快乐。回忆？？你还要来做默？看了都心酸，你还留下来干嘛？忘记过去吧！！
想了很多。。我还是坚持不跟你说，不给不你知道，因为这已经不重要了。
擦肩而过这首歌就让你唱给吧！我不是一个好男人.:|
我要每天的跟我自己说“加油！因为你被人看低你没前途"
very happy tat i still got my frens...thanks for accompany me when i was down..but all the journey i still nid to walk on myself...nth i can prove now..js to wish tat i graduate as soon as possible,i had wasted too much times in tis past few years.No matter how...God will lead me.老虎,加油!!!

LIFe....

2008-10-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat u right.

Forget about the ones who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If u get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes ur life, let it.

Nobody said life would be easy.

They just promised it would be worth it.

辛苦+开心

2008-10-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

just started my 2nd day of the 2nd semester..
i feel it's so hard,how i gonna to continue??
another 11days,1st semester result going to release.
how i gonna to face it...?>.<
Everything going as usual,but something is missing...
i gonna use to it...i must let it go...

this evening played basketball under the rain..long time never have it..
it's reli enjoy although the floor a bit slippery and got some injuries on my toes:(
老虎，你要加油。。凡是都要靠自己！

新的开始

2008-10-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

feel like life much complicated...wat i need actually??
Have everything settle down after holiday??
today sch reopen,my semester2 is started....i still got no heart to get ready.

i need to let go....must let it go as fast as possible...要你离开我！
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过；不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过，所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。一个深爱你的女生也是一个伤害你最深的女生。
恋爱不容易。。跌倒就要自己爬起来，不是一件简单的事。

从新开始要靠自己，没人陪你。。。要坚强，要加油！！！