Frustrated of life

trying to decide,trying to decide.....
many things to decide..>.< me myself also don noe how to make a good decision..!!! crazy soon...!!!
Today is a very special day(30/12/08)....Happy tat mom still rmb...:)
But,sometimes secrets hide inside our mind is much better thn spray out...js onli for those who reli understand u; noe wat u r thinking...:)
I'm a kind of person like to joke around...js nw received an email..jus wana share my feeling toward tat msg...
It's about~愛你身邊的人~

從前有一對情侶，他們在一起4年了。。他們過得很恩愛，很幸福。。
在那段期間里，他們每天都很高興，因為彼此都是那么的靠近，

但

好景不長在，
第四年開始，他們感情出現了問題，他們遇到了很多問題，
男的盡量解決，但他們都不想放棄那份愛情，因為他們彼此都深愛著對方。
男的叫女的不要放棄，一定要等待，女的也答應了，
就因為這份答應，男的很有活力的去解決問題，因為他知道，他的愛人還在等著她的回來。
時間就這樣一天，一天又一天的過去了， 他們彼此都還有見面，聊天，但卻沒像以前那么久了。。
直到有一天，男的通知女的說，事情已經差不多解決好了，女的聽了很高興，
女的就問，那我們現在是什么關系呢？男的想了想，就和女的說，就像以前那樣，每天一起玩，一起逛街，一起看戲，
女的就問，那到底是怎樣呢？男的就說，就做朋友吧，因為女的曾靜開了一個玩笑說，做你個朋友好過你的情人，因為你更關心你的朋友。
男的想了下就這樣開玩笑的和她說了，做朋友，但是一起玩，一起逛街，一起看戲的那種。。
男的心理其實是意識要和她做回男女朋友，做回情侶，

但

女的會錯意了，她以為男的真的放棄她了，她以為男的不要他了，要和他分手了，
女的也沒問男的為社么，
男的也不懂女的會錯意，
就這樣，日子過了幾個星期，雖然他們彼此都有聯絡，都有一起出去，但他們彼此的心都不知道對方會錯意了，
直到女的回去家鄉了，男的還親自送她上飛機場，
就這樣，在圣誕節的當天，女的和男的說，她接受了新的男朋友，
男的聽了，很傷心，為何她放棄了他，
男的覺得，為何之前的山盟海誓都是假的，男的需要時間去反省，去冷靜到底發生了什么事，
第二天，男的打電話問女的，為何忽然又了新的男朋友，怎么沒和他一起了，
女的說，是你放棄了我先，我哭了幾個星期，我很傷心了，我真的很累了，
男的聽了，很驚訝，為何女的說是他放棄了她，他沒有，真的沒有，
他便問是什么時候的事情，他真的沒有這么說過，因為男的從始直終都沒有要放棄對方，
他們便這樣談啊，談啊，原來是當時女的問男的是什么關系的時候，就因為一個開玩笑，“做朋友”導致他們分手了
男的雖然在盡力挽救，但女的因為在那幾個星期里哭的累了，傷的很痛了，她已決定放棄了，
男的希望通過這側故事，告訴這世上的人，多了解你身邊的人，多珍惜你身邊的人，
男的也希望愛情之神，可以讓這篇故事再回轉到他的信箱時，女的可以回心轉意，從新回到他的懷抱，
男的也希望，女的看到這側信息時，可以給男的一次機會，讓他從新追回她，因為他是真的很愛對方，
他很想，很希望女的可以陪他一起過完今生，
他很想給女的一切的關心，

當女的害怕時，可以在她身邊保護她，
當女的受傷時，可以在她旁邊支持她，
當女的很悶時，可以在她身邊陪著他，

因為有時就因為一個誤會，一個錯誤，讓你失去了他/她，
在這里，請你們祝福他們，也祝福這世界上的人，有情人終成眷屬。。。
愛你身邊的人，珍惜你身邊的人。。不要讓機會溜走了，一去不回頭啊。。

After read tis msg...i feel tat it happened to me too...:/,but different story...i tried to write out a story kindly about tat,end up i failed to do so...>.<
"愛你身邊的人，珍惜你身邊的人。。不要讓機會溜走了，一去不回頭"seriously take tis as a note n owes put it in ur mind...:)

My precious

feel tat recently not tat smooth...everything bad owes come to me..>.< nth i can control or offense..js let it be...js hope tat bad things get away from me asap in the end of 2008 n welcoming new year of 2009.

Wat the bad luck 2day...my beloved basketball shoe been stolen by somebody,reli damn sad while i reached hostel.This afternoon,i went out for lunch,suddenly recieved a call from my neighbour n told me tat,somebody trying to enter my hostel..>.< At the moment..i suddenly feel tat,my basketball shoe will be the target....i don noe how come got tat feel...jus for example..last wednesday 24/12, whn i on the way bac to college after my lunch wit my clsmates,i js wonder will meet up a police.As a result...it reli damn "cum" Police car was following me at the bac whn i bac to college,1st time trying to escape cz i knew tat he will saman me...after few turn wit purposely to escape,but the police car stil following me..in the end..thanks God.It was nth..The policeman went down n told me"lagi kali jangan tengok police baru pakai seat belt"!!!WTHeck...
my precious basketball shoe..don even wear tat offen..now oledi "hilang" heart pain!!!

14/12/08
wake up late 2dy...:( cz i slept late too..tot nt to slip,but failed to do so,end up still have to take a rest..Starwalk..."Star" mean organized by Star daily newspaper,"Walk" mean walkaton.1st time participate...i feel so fun after penang bridge international marathon run..continuous charity run and starwalk.There were around 6000 walkers participant...At 1st,i was a bit confused,why so many walkers waiting at the road side..in my mind questioning"what for they still waiting here?"

At last..it was a big troubleshoot,those waiting were non-competition walkers,they started 15min later then competition walkers...damn shit,on behalf to starting point,there was a person-in-charge stopped us but we don giv him F*ck,jus walked away..!!At the begining..my fren n me still worrying whether it start or nt...>.<
In the end...finished it at 1 hour 30min..bit disappointed,tot can get another medal bac tis time...manatau..tak ada!!!never...at least i get myself off from the bac..:)enjoy too...:)

My lucky numB2495 wit ceft and Nando's cash voucher:)

recently reli damn bz...owes last min work,sumore is passing assignment period,so have to rush it >.<>


i had bought my Ck summer purfume....i tried it very hard to search it...finally found..:)
it reli nice..addicted of it cz there was a history of it..:)but i stil appreaciate it..
1st time i knew tis Ck summer was from a very special person..it was a haf year ago..she bought me a small bottle of sample..since tat time i love it so much:)thx yea..
Year end sales...haiz..no $!!wana buy a lot of things..:(